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Sunday, May 29, 2005
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

look at eileen's expression..haha..shocked..she is doin her cocacola chicken wing..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

aih aih..Kok Seng ah..i guess he tgh sapu honey..so serious..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

me and min hui..haha..something wrong with min hui's mouth..out of control..hehe


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

look at this Min Hui..so happy..


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look at our friend here..eating chicken wing also busy sms'ing...so busy!!


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

this one worst!!check out her lips..theres still a slice of chicken there..and look at the skinny legs..aih..no commment..all sms punya pasal la..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

BBQ..taste goood huh??!!yes..see..all still in good condition..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

my gosh!!look at the chicken wing..120% cooked di..sad sad...


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

this is the haunted house that Eileen said..so nice huh..but too bad haunted..malaysian version of haunted mansion...


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

woohoo...there we are..me coughing all the time..they all wanted another fall..me duwan..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

aaaaa....dushh..the banana lost control so all the ppl drop to the sea..aik..where are we ah?'enjoying' the super duper salty water i guess..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

Here we come...very soon the the banana going to turn over...


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

banana boat!!must be the boat looks like banana..hehe..Kok Seng,Jin,Me,Eileen and Nicholas..FUN!!


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

we all getting ready for our banana boat journey!!!


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Meitheng lov my jac jac so much..dont u think they look so alike ..wahahaha...


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

me running away from Kokseng's water attack..i duwan to get wet..he is such a big bully..he bullied me the whole trip..wahaha..


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Meitheng and MinHui sticking together with each other..this shows that what ever wind oso wont blow them off..wahahaha


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

MeiTheng trying to take the little crabby from Eileen's hand..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

Me,Eileen and Mei Theng..nice pic rite..but the 3 guys at the back kacau'ing..spoilt the pic..*bluek*


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

aihyo..since when this guy camera shy pulak..dun pretend la..*bluek*


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

crabby crab...where are u going??lost direction ah??nvm..say cheese to the camera!!then i'll bring u back to ur gang..pity u cause u so lonely..hehe..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

small little crabs gang..most of us got facinated by this gang...


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Port Dickson Trip...
Just got back from PD yesterday..7 of us went..me,MinHui,MeiTheng,Eileen,KokSeng,Nicholas and Jin..i woke up late so simply pack my stuff then drop my sis off at sentul's lrt station..anyway she broke up with her boyfriend one day afta her boy boy's birthday..kinda evil..anyway..after that pick up MInhui in taman bukit maluri and then nx stop LCS(TCPJ) to pick up MeiTheng..half way there LDP jam..thanks to an accident..reach LCS just on time.. 11...then went to SS2's police station meet up with KokSeng..this fella drove a red honda..2.20 somemore..my car baru 1.10..aih..sad case..so i tail his car to PD..its my first time driving out of KL..a very good experience actually..i have fun driving but of course backside pain la..somemore he drive quite fast..my car is lke turtle like that..how to fight..but still managed to catch him..haha..
i think we reached PD around 2 plus..this Kokseng duno which apartment we staying..so we end up waiting for awhile..haha..finally he found out which one..then we start puttin food inside the refrigerator while waiting for Eileen..around half an hour later she came..she cut her hair..so cool and handsome..anyway..she is our tourguide cause she lives in Seremban..time for lunch..we went to a nearby restaurant..its run by Eileen's auntie..Eileen 's mum treat us..thank you auntie..after lunch we went to The Store to get a horror movie DVD..thought of going bowling but most of them duwan..so we went back to our apartment..saw something very interesting..in KL we have red box as karaoke place..in PD they sing in a 'container'..i know thats not the right word...but its just a place that can fit 2 chair and a tv..kewl huh..anyway..we went for a beach walk..most of us got facinated by the small little crab...haha..its so yucky when u step on the hole that the crabs dig..i didnt want to step on any crab so i walked wih extra care..haha..thought of walking to the 8 mile but its too far away so we decided to drive there..my mum told me that 8th mile is the best place in PD..Kokseng want us to try banana boat..when i heard that the boat will over turn and u will fall i didnt want it..Meitheng and MInhui din bring extra cloths so they din want to go for that..since Kokseng so semangat..plus not enough ppl so i agreed to go..i took of my spec i really cant see clearly..shit..it was really scary at first..the whole time i was praying that i wont drown..*check out the pics* falling time i seriously cant see anything..haha..Kokseng said someone kicked his leg damn pain..duno who kicked him..the water is super duper salty...i canot take it..i coughed all the time..tears almost came out..they wanted another fall but then too late..then we went to the toilet to clean ourselves with clean water..smart us just go 8mile bare handed..din even bring towel..have to sit in car in all wet..me and Kokseng all wet so obviously canot drive so Meitheng drove his car and MInhui drove my car back..
Eileen said somewhere nearby there's a house that are believed to be haunted..its really nice..but the family just move in for one week then they cant take it and they move out...its such a waste..but its scary..she said that the house are full of japanese soldiers..they are staying there so they keep on kacau the family so that they move out..now no one wants to buy that house...so scary..took a pic of that house too..then we went back to our apartment..the guys went to swim..i canot tahan so i took my shower first...after that watch tv..next we gurls had our blanket talk in the room till around 9 plus..the guys were outside playing PS2..then 9 plus we start BBQing..
quite a lot of chicken wings..too bad i dun like chicken wings..haha..din even eat one..anyway..finished around 12 plus then we watched dvd..Jin slept 5 min afta the movie started..we bought acacia..after 15 min we find it boring so we skip and watch another one..its called FACE..not scary oso..after the movie end eileen and meitheng sleep di..left me,kokseng,minhui and nicholas continue watching acacia..but i slept half way..then minhui woke me up..and nicholas told me the ending..it was such a stupid movie..then i went to sleep..Nicholas continue playing PS2..i slept on the floor..didnt want to sleep on the bed cause i know at the end i will end up sleeping on the floor oso...i couldnt sleep cause my brain keep thinking about those hantu thingy..haha..own imagination actually..so scary..it was 4am that time..i guess i slept at 5..but i din sleep well..woke up at 6.30..then 7 wake up again..7.30 llike that wake up again..then until 9 plus i canot tahan the 'bung bang' noise from outside..i open the door and see what happen...its that Chin Kok Seng playing with the refrigerator..so bising..i duno what he is doing..must be cleaning it la..grrrggrrrr..make me canot sleep..so i woke up and wait for my turn to take shower..
after that pack my stuff and sat infront of the tv till everyone ready then off we go..bye bye PD..drove to Seremban to have our lunch..we went to 'YI POr HOrFun'..ordered 'lousheefun' ..haha..direct translation anyway..of course not made of rat la..its just some type of mihun...its different from the one in KL..its nice..we ordered wantan too..like wat nicholas said..'the wantan in seremban is not as kiamsiap(stingy) as the on in KL..at least there are more meat in seremban..haha..i 100% agree with that..so next time anyonewant to eat wantan must go Seremban...after that we bought seremban siew pau..bought 6 for my mum and 6 for laikuan..Eileen's brother pick her up and he leaded us the way to Seremban highway..seremban drivers are so scary...the roads there are so messy..thank God i din get into any accidents..while driving back..i had fun too..Kokseng said i overtake him alot of time..i din realize that...i was just driving my way..they said i drove fast with KL skill..i seriously din realize that oso..my speed was 100 to 120 all the while..how fast can my turtle car speed...sure limited la..
anyway..send meitheng and minhui back to LCS..minhui took KTM home..meitheng's sista picking her up in LCS..when we reach there her sis not there yet so we all went to the mamak in our college for a drink..after awhile her sis came so thats the time we said bye bye to each other..Kokseng continue his journey to SS2 and me continue my journey to Mid Valley..Lai Kuan waiting for me there..we watched HOUSE OF WAx!!!it was nice..its really worth watching it..i love Chad Micheal Murray...he is just so cute and cool and of course damn handsome..thank God he din die..hopefully there is house of wax 2..haha..paris hilton died in such a ugly way..alot of disgusting part..but there are some funny though...i really like it..after movie we went for dinner in Kimgary..then we walk for a while and i canot tahan..so sleepy plus tired...really tired my neck so pain..till now oso pain..i cant even twist my neck..so sad..so i send Laikuan back and i went back to Kota Damansara..thats the end of my trip..overall it was FUN!!!!check out the pics.. i still havent get the pics from Kokseng's camera yet..when he pass it to me then i'll post it..till then..

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Thursday, May 26, 2005


holiday...

din blog for quite some time...lazy la...haha..*lazy bumps*anyway..my exams are finally OVER!!!yay...Thats the end of Semester 3..really looking forward for the new sem..SEM 4...wahaha..abit senior di..no longer junior..hehe..time passes really fast..its like *pheeeewwww...duup..*here we are end of sem 3..throughout the whole sem i really learn alot..at least i know what am i doing in quantities..haha..talking about quantities ive got no hope for A..so sad..i saw miss ang in the office yesterday and she told me only a few got A..i wanted to ask what i got but i can see that the chances of me getting A are not there so i dun dare to ask...duwan to spoil my holiday mood...but anyway..im really grateful that i know how to measure all the materials..thanks to my qs group..specially my tutor*kok seng..lesmond..chih yun..anna..*without them i will really flunk my paper..Thank you so much guys!!!i'll need tuition too nx sem for quantities 2..dun run away when i bug u guys with stupid and non stupid questions...hehe..

nx semester will be a brand new semester..most probably will be taking 5 subjects..
1)quantities 2
2)Building construction 2
3)PPP
4)Basic Auto cad
5)Site surveying
gosh..thats alot...how am i suppose to cope everything..plus im the organising chairperson for the SAQS prom 2005..gosh..really have to divide my time properly..i really hope everything work like how its planned so i wont get into so much trouble..hopefully the prom will turnout grand and as beautiful as possible..hmm..i really cant imagine it will turnout like how..what i can do just do my very BEST!!

weehee..im going to Port Dickson this Friday..hopefully i will enjoy myself there..havent been there for years..i'll update more when im back from PD..till then..

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Sunday, May 15, 2005


weehee...

guess wat guess wat..my dad came over just now ALONE...haha..she ussually come with some girls..anyway..i was sleeping and my donkey sis canot tahan no tv so sms him to buy one tv here..he din reply and straight away muncul in front of my door house...as ussual my sis so chicken woke me up to open the door...din expect to see him anyway..so we had a long chat together..just me..sis and daddy..i really like that..thats really sweet for me..anyway..my dad said that we're moving again..to another house..but same place la..he is going to renovate the whole house...i duno whether he is joking or not..he sound serious though...aih..duno la..sometimes i cant really trust my dad...

finally i told my dad i want to go UK to pursue my QS course instead of Aussie...he was smilling at me...he din say no that means..THERE IS POSSIBILITIES OF ME GOING THERE!!!so happy...at first i wanted to tell him to buy me another car..i really like RAV4...but now i changed my mind..i shall sacrifice my rav4 for UK..not that ive got no car to drive..whatever la..im really happy...so happy...haha..

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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

i was thinking of changing my specs..then i took my sis's spec to play with it...i tried and i think it looks ok to me..do i look good with it??


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my sis and me..


my sis and me..
Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

haha..my pathetic sista..i took her spec so she got no spec to wear..evil me..im thinking of using contact lens too..should i do so??


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2 papers gone....
weehee..so happy..i finished building services 2 and management science..those two paper was..god knows..anyway..building services there's objectives so i did quite a number of tembakan there..so hopefully my tembakkan will kena to the target..my management science worst!!!i did the notes last week without memorising it..until the day before exam which is on thursday nite only i start memorising..that was so last minute..i just slept for 3 or 4 hours..thank God i din fall asleep during the paper..my first car honda prelude is away from me now..my dad wants to give his staff to drive..i pity that staff..she will definately have a hard time driving that car..so much problems..i was sleepingin the afternoon untill i heard ppl screaming my name around my house...theni woke up and saw on black harrier outside my house..shit..thats my dad's car..anyway..uncle Dollah and Uncle Osman came to fix that prelude and drive back to office..and guess wat..tayar 4 also pancit di..road tax mati di..miss tan my dad's secretary always call me to take but i was lazy cause no one driving that car..
me-uncle ambil road tax dari Miss Tan la..road tax ada pada dia..
uncle Dollah-miss tan?
uncle Osman- Miss Tan dah mati nak ambil macam mana...
me-hah??!!*totally shocked*main main eh..
uncle dollah-betul la..takkan nak main main pasal mati..
me- *kept silent cause couldnt believe that*
Late Miss Tan is my dad's secretary..she works with my dad for really a long time..from my dad's small company till now..she was working for my dad through out all her life..she didnt get married i duno why..few years back she finds out that she got penyakit kencing manis..she take up some medication..i know she is going through a hard time but whenever i went to my dad's office she still as cheerful as she used to be...i knew her eversince i was born..she knows everything about my family and me...she is like my sister..when i was still a little kid..my dad likes to change hp number and everytime didnt let us know..then Miss Tan is the one i will call to ask and she will give me the new number...she is a really really nice woman..i really cant believe that she leaves us this early..i felt very comfortable talking to her most of the time...she will always listen to wat u have got to say..she is like my other mummy..i really regretted for not getting the road tax when she called me a few times..i didnt know that it will be the last chance to see and talk to her..i should have went..i was too lazy...now everything its too late..i cant turn back time...this is the first time someone im closed to leave me forever...i was really really sad..i was so lost..its like there's a quarter of my heart have been torn away..i kinda canot accept the fact that she leave us..she is the one i can ask for help especially regarding my dad...but now i cant do that anymore..i really cant take it..i controlled myself not to get so down cause ive got exam the nx day..i really really miss her a lot and al lot and a lot..i promise her to bring her jalan jalan after ive got my car..but i didnt do taht!!!!!why didnt i do that..i so menyesal now..how can i be so evil..how can i do that...i cant do anything now..i am praying that she will rest in peace...i will always remember her..forever..i got to appreciatte those who are still with me now..we cant predict when things going to happen..when is our love ones going to leave us..
To Late Miss Tan..i will love you forever....

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Monday, May 09, 2005


Apprentice 3 is back...

haha...im in college rite now..thank God i brought my laptop with me..see i can online in the library..the wireless in the library finally work on my laptop after down sometime..i din study yesterday.ive been sleeping and watching tv one whole day..haha..my sis is more crazy..when i started sleeping..she hang on the phone with this boy...15 minutes before i woke up shdo e hang up..i slept from 2 till 6..see..she hang on the phone for hours..then around 9 something she hang on the phone again till 10 plus..and she is not talking to the boyfriend..if its boyfriend then acceptable la.. now that she is hanging on the phone with someother guy for hours..he bf called around 7 plus and they talked less than 10 minutes then hang up ledi..sis..sis...who do u like...aih aih..sad sad...u better think properly wat u doing whether is right or wrong....
.apprentice 3 is back!!!Donald Trump rulez..wohhohoho..anyway..this season is very interesting..its 'book smart VS street smart'..i fully support street smart..hahah..they won the first task!!!yay!!they are to run burgerking and sell a new type of burger..i really love the way street smart ppl does their work..and their commitment for that one day task is 100%...they have the passion to get things done..it was reallya success to them..while for the book smart ppl..they have done really well too..but still lost to street smart..i think their main problem is the selling...they could have more customer..but they only have to cashiers which make things run really slow..while Erin the lawyer..i guess its her first time doing those stuff and she see mms a bit excited..but when there are more ppl came in she lost control..i guess she really got to suite herself in different kind of situation..thats really important..Todd the project manager for this task got fired..i really think mr Trump made the right decision..i guess Danny the so called street performer will be fired sooner or later..but im backing up Alex..i think he has done a great job..i dunno..just got to wait for the next episode..alrite...i gotta get back to my studies...services 2 i

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Saturday, May 07, 2005


away..

im going to be away for some time so not going to blog..i'll be moving back ot stay with my sis..my mum will be at my autie's place..it will be heaven for my sis..no one will bebel at her..at least she knows i wont..i really wont..i know she hates it..i really loves and care for this sista of mine..she is the one and only sista that ive got..although ive got a lot of half sis and bros..that dont counted...*my door room just BANG all of sudden..scare me off man..thanks to the wind*..my mom called this morning around 10..and shot..she caught me still sleeping.haha..cause of my voice..i was sleeping anyway..then my mom said*i knew this will happen when u moved there*i told her i slept at 4 plus yesterday..she said*why on earth u slept so early* i said i studied..i did..as ussual she wont believed wat i said..she said that she checked out my results this sem..if i do good then she'll trust me..shit..i really gotta do something on my studies..me need to prove to her that me can study without her supervision..haha..we'll see..ive got to pressure myself from now on...STUDY...enough of playing around...
o yeah..i accidently cut my finger while jumping around my house just now..hit the window..thats why..potato me..anna wong will definatey laughing at me when she read this..haha..anyway..i'll be picking up my sis from my ex babysitter house in Segambut later..im sure my sis had a great time there..she loves that place and also the people there..but me dun really like there..maybe cause the she spent there more than me..thats why..anyway..looks like i shall end here..will be back soon...most probably nx week..so wont be blogging for a week..ive got my exam nx wed and friday..hope that i'll do well as in really well...o yeah..Kok Seng challenge me so i musnt get lower than him..haha..must tell him dun underestimate power puff girls!!wahahah..

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stupid me...

Am i wasting my time and effort on somebody who wont appreciatte it???YES I AM..but why i still do so??CAUSE IM STUPID!!!..pls pls pls pls la..Gillian Lee u must get rid of this FELLA..this fella does not worth wat u are doing now...This fella will just make u hurt urself more..this fella wont like u cause this fella just wont like u..this fella wont see things like how u see things..u really gotta to do something to kick this fella out of ur heart..but how???NOT TO CARE ABOUT THIS FELLA ANYMORE...tell urself.."who cares bout this fella"...REMEMBER THAT ALWAYS!! Stupid me..

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life must be happy....
i just walk Kok Seng down to his car just now..then i just realised i havent blog yet so here i am..woke up around 10 plus..i tried finish up my revision on management science today..but then when i start reading analysis environment i blur ledi..i tried to understand it but then just cant understand that particular topic..looks like i gotta change another topic to answer for my exam next week..Kok Seng came to study together but that fella came and online..haha..expected ledi la..i did study though but the electricity already make me blur blur ledi...aih..how la..exam nx week..really gotta study hard di..mummy just called me in the evening to checked on me whether i study o not..of course i told her ya la..takkan tell her i watch dvd..haha..mean me..so evil..such a bad daughter..
im listening to the radio right now..a woman called and tell her problem to the DJ..she's a married women..she's got a daughter..she hate her husband's family very much..there are some misunderstanding between them 5 years ago..and till now she still angry about it..she married with the husband now cause she wants to take revenge back..my God..how come there is a woman like this..she told her husband that she wished that his family all dead..come on la..no matter how angry and how u hate them..u shouldnt had said that..she even think of teaching the children to hate their grandparents..wat the hell..how can she thinks that way..this is so crazy..her ego is too high..all the while she lives in a world with the feelings of hates and not fair..she thinks that she is not wrong thats why she is not doing anything about it..but she kept thinking about it..i really pity the husband..he is in between of them..one side is the wife and another side is own family..how to take care of both sides..aih..our life must be full of happiness..

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Thursday, May 05, 2005


How do i not love you...
How can I not love you
Cannot touch, Cannot hold, Cannot be together
Cannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love each other
Must be strong and I must let go
Cannot say what my hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how I feel,
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and I must go on,
Must not say What I no longer long
How can I not love you
saw this from my friend punya friend punya page..i really like it cause it kinda explain what i feel recently..anyway..i was at home the whole day..woke up at 10..start studying while eyes staring at the laptop and hands landed on the keyboard..sad sad..i just cant concentrate in my studies..exam is nx week..im so dead by that time..i just ate a few butter cakes..i was too lazy to drive out to buy my lunch so i din eat anything..going to be dinner soon and i still dun feel like going out to get my dinner..but i really want to eat burgerking..sad case no one willing to accompany me...looks like im not taking dinner again..shit..the way i eat is so not healthy..wat to do..lazy to drive thats why no food..cant cook here so just starve..my mum just called and ask me to go back and stay for a week next week cause she have to stay with my auntie..i didnt want to but i cant leave my sis alone..she is afraid of dark..so like little gurl..
i just cant concentrate in my studies..i start a bit and i felt sleepy so i went to bed..IM NOT SUPPOSE TO DO THAT..Gillian Lee must be lack of motivation..where can i get some motivation..from a motivator..who can be my motivator..i have no idea at all...i used to have one motivator but the motivator dump me and motivate somebody else...so sad..my God..wat the heck im crapping now..im so sick..i betta stop before i go on crapping..catch up soon..

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Tired..

Went to Subang for lunch today with Juan.i thought of using NKVE but i ended up sesat again..why la..i end up somewhere at Jalan Duta and i have to use federal highway to Subang..after lunch i went to college for the SAQS meeting...frankly speaking..i was glad that i was not selected for the secretary post for SAQS Club..dunno..i think if i got it i will get into a lot of trouble..im just not ready for it..Jo really want me to take up the president post for the prom end of this year..i didnt want to turn her down so there i was..a bit lost cause i wasnt any of the comittee for the club..everything turn up to okay cause basically we've got the three main post..President..Secretary and also the Treasurer..then Jo run through everything together so that everyone got the rough idea how it goes..Ramesh told me that i should be doing that..i know..i really know but i just dunno why i think that i shoudnt say anything first..actually im abit worried working with a total stranger..the only ppl i know its just Ken..Shot!!i really have to stop thinking negatively..i gotta think positively that everything will go on well..i must not memalukan QS people..haha..i really need alot of support..Liz said she could help out..really happy to hear that..i really hope things will go on well this time..the first prom wasnt really that good so ppl should be looking forward for the second one..pressure pressure pressure..somemore exam coming and im NOT PREPARED YET..God..i need to start study seriously..cant lazy around di...Study!!Study!!Study!!

After that meeting i went to Pyramid to get the tickets for Divergence..im watching it at 11.45..thats very late..after that i went to Sunway Resort Hotel to ask for the ballroom..they said i must call them..haih..sad..looks like i have to wait till i balik home then only can call...use house phone better..haha..shit!!! for the first time i kena saman for not paying parking money in Subang today..fine 80 bux...i was too hungry for food till i forgot bout the parking thingy..damn la..have to pay in Taipan..but im will try to talk to my dad and get his office boy to do that..lazy la want to go find that place..after getting the tickets i waited for Kok Seng to go Asia Cafe at Subang together..we meet up with Chih Yun, Peir Feng and Aik Pin there..we had our dinner there then go pyramid..chih yun, peir feng and kok seng went to watch XXX at 9.40...me pulak sit at starbucks reading CLEO till 11.30..then watch Divergence..it was so sad..haha..

I guess i have to stop here..need to sleep..to get ready for the war tmr..Hardworking VS Lazyness of Gillian Lee..haha..hopefully hardworking will win so that i will study tmr..aight..need to go..catch up later..

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Wednesday, May 04, 2005


Friends??

Friends..wat are friends really for??wat are the real definition for friends??how important a friend to me??are they really my friends??

Somebody said that friends are used for me to use…based on the Oxford Dictionary, it says that friend is a person u know well and like..since I was brought up in a broken family..friends are very important to me…I really care about my friends no matter who u are but are u really my friend?

A friend should have think on behalf of me..should know wat I want..wat I think…understand me..appreciate wat I did..and also share with me no matter sad or happy things happen to me..but how many of my friends actually know and do all that…Im still wondering on that…do I have that kind of friends..i surely do..especially those friends that I know since primary school and secondary school…ill do wat I can do for my friends but will my friends do the same thing also…I guess not all…I really hate it when I treat somebody as my bestfriend or I shall say true friend but that person dun treat me the same way…it makes me look so stupid…that person dun even care much about you while u sometimes over caring..why must that happen..why cant everything turn out to be nice..

I went to college today to terminate my season parking in Leisure Commerce Square..then I went up to the library to borrow some construction books but couldn’t get one..my plan was studying at home today but kok seng msg me and we planned to go for a movie..i really want to watch Divergence…but half way Juan ajak me to go lunch in Midvalley so me and Kok Seng change plan to Midvalley…Lesmond and Po Li was there as well..we had Chilis..the food was nice…but I duno why I din enjoy it..maybe cause I was a bit upset that I cant watch movie..Juan and Po li have to go back early..Kok Seng have to go for basket ball at first..the movie was at 9.40..when I ask them could they teman me they said the movie is too late..then I also cant say anything..forcing no bahagia..so I said nvm..but I really hope someone could teman me cause I really want to watch movie…that was my purpose to come out today..but no one actually really care so I ended up stayin in mph reading FALLING LEAVES by Adeline Yen Mah..it was really nice..at least ive got my own movie playing in my mind…haha..i really fed up hanging out..ledi..not going out for these few days..nx week ive got exams..so have to study hard..

Jo was telling me to become the president for the prom committee this year..i was abit shocked when she told me…how can she put so high hope on me..i really doubt whether it will happen or not if she let me handle everything..i gotta admit that ive got really low self confidence..she need to get things start at least at the early stage..so I told her I’ll be the temporary president just to get things to go on..i cant believe that she ask me and I said that to her..sigh..wonder wat will happen soon..alrite..gotta end here..will catch up soon..

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
site visit!


site visit!
Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

my lecturer Miss Ang..and my quantities 1 group..left to right-Peir Feng,Chih Yun, Miss Ang, Me, Lesmond..Behind-Kok Seng and Anna..we took this in the bus on the way back to college after site visit..


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Power puff girls


Power puff girls
Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

powerpuffgirls is in the house..but too bad one missing..haha..From left to right-Eileen, Anna, Me and Elizabeth..


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my laptop!


my laptop!
Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

~bibubibu~my laptop,my lifebook,my everything~haha..sound so pathetic..


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site visit!


site visit!
Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

My quantities one classmates..we took this pic after the site visit outside our college..its like one big happy family huh..haha..


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The four Brats!


The four Brats!
Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

miss u guys!!!we din hang out for a long time di..really gotta catch up soon..


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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.

my gosh!!nineen and farah!!!me here waiting for u all to come back..i know u guys coming back soon..i want to eat Chilis with u guys..faster come back...


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im back!!

din blog for really really long time..been very busy with assignments..lotsa lotsa lotsa things happen this few months..really alot..dun even know where to start..but the most important thing ...tada..'im no longer staying with my mom'....haha..im staying in kota damansara now..actually just for sometime only untill my sis and my mom move here which i dunno when..im staying all alone now..doing wat i want..really nice but sometimes a bit lonely..duh..there is no one here of course lonely la..thank god ive got my fujitsu laptop..haha..bought it during last PC Fair..got too bad la..this house is still serba kekurangan..but all the basic things got la..but i cant cook maggie..cause the kitchen is still in a mess..hopefully my mum will clean up soon...thats why i have to go back to my house every sunday..to get my food, cloth and water supply..haha..one thing good is that i no need to listen to my mum and my sis's arguements..really sick about it..now im living in a peaceful life..not so peaceful actually cause of the assignments loads..

the second day i stayed here but dad called me out of sudden..he ask me where am i and ask me have i move in..i said yeah just during this few weeks..then he said ok..one hour later he said wat time u going back..im going to ur house..i was like..'wat?!'i mean wat for..he said just have a look..and i have to say okay..then he came with another girl..haha..again..could be one of his new girlfriends..the girl was kinda shy when she look at me..i felt so funny to see her..anyway..i asked my dad how he knows im there..i din tell anyone or bump into any of our relatives there..he said there is this cousin of mine told him...the thing is i dun even know who is this cousin of mine..how come he could recognised me..weird...really weird...really cant run away from my dad's hand..hahha..then i went to applied the broadband for my laptop so i could go online then i wont be that bored..i asked the management ppl to applied for me since this broadband thingy are done by my so called older brother and his wife..when i applied there is this gurl who entertain me..end up she is my brother's wife..then during the installation day she and my brother came with 2 other workers..i was shocked when i open the door..but obviously he duno that im his so called sis..its kinda funny talking to him..he is kinda short for a guy..can u believe it..he is just my height..and he is should be around 24++..hmm..wonder why..sometimes i do wonder wat will happen if he found out that im his so callled sis...haha...God knows wat will happen..haha..

anyway..smart me delay all my assignments and finish it during the last minute..last minute as in really last minute..lecturer distribute it on january and i start doing it 3 days before due date..especially for my management science..i cant believe that i actually finish up the whole thing..pass up on time pula..scary man..but i really want to thank Juan...she really help me alot in may mangement scince..alot as in alot...really dunno wat will happen with out this friend of mine..thanks juan!have to thank anna also cause i finish my assignment in her house cause if not i'll just sleep in my house..and also using her printer to print those stuff..thank you anna!oppss...lesmond also..he help to fill up the questionaires in the morning while im having my breakfast..thank you lesmond!..for my services..i think the powerpuff girls which consists of me, anna, ngiik ming, eileen and elizabeth really did a great job..all of us stay in anna's house the day before we hand up to finish up everything..its a miracle for us to finish up everything..i spend two sleepless nites to finish up all that..haha..but we really had a great time..cheers for us powerpuff girls..~bibubibu~..haha..i gave that name to our group..just for the fun of it..oh yeah..there are the powerpuff boys too..it consists of Ken, Kang Jin, Kok Seng and Lesmond...haha..they almost put the power puff boys name on the presentation slides..haha...luckily they managed to changed it..if not..it will surely memalukan them..haha..

there is so much things happen..maybe i shall just stop here..will update more often from now on..exams coming next week..i guess i have to go back to my books..~bibubibu~

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