Sunday, July 10, 2005
holiday is over!!!!
each time i log in to my blog i only see pics that i posted a month ago..din update at all...not that i dont want..its just a bit too much to blog and im so tired that i decided not to blog till i finish working..here am i..continue blogging again..today my last day of work in the management office...ive had a great time working there...although i got scolded by the those crazy residents when they made complain but i still try my best to become a good listener by not getting angry and scold them back..i understand that they paid the charges therefore they will make full use of the oppurtunity to complaint..and my job is to listen to them and help them solve their dissatisfactions...really learn alot during this period of time...it really open my eyes and mind widely about how human thinks on this earth...there are so many types of people and all of them think differently...never judge the book by its cover..some decent ppl may look they are reasonable but tell u something..THEY ARE NOT!!!these are the ppl who talk what they want without considering the feelings of the others...obviously there are the bad ones and definately there are the good ones...
i notice that one's expression can really change in seconds..from calm to angry in just seconds!!!thats really scary...words that came out from these ppl really scary too...there's once they cursed my dad and his daughters and sons too... i was there doing my work with my face expressionless but in my heart BURNING FLAME...obviously i cant release it out because none of them know that im the developer's daughter..im suppose to keep my profile low..but WHAT THE HECK!!they are cursing me!!!my manager told me not to keep that in heart just ignored them..this kind of ppl not worth me hating them...some of them even tried to bribe me to get internal informations for them cause im not going to work long there so i wont get into troubles...obviously i didnt agree..who am i??of course i wont betrayed my dad..they deal with the wrong person..no wonder these ppl are in trouble now..serve them right...*evil laugh*
for the first time i really work seriously..not like the previous one..i read story books most of the time cause there isnt much things for me to do previously...this time it was totally different..i put in my 100% effort and concentration in it..work till late everyday...my whole holidays just work work and work...but i enjoy that...really..i had so much fun...met alot of ppl...customer service somehow kinda linked to mass communications abit thats why i enjoy it..got my paid..but i almost finish spending it in one day at KLCC...eat and shop...haha..im getting so fat...mummy said i look older..due to less sleeping hours...but who cares..
i fell down from the office staircase yesterday...at first it didnt hurt..but today i can see all the blue black coming out..they are not on one spot only..a few..damn..cant wear skirt di..cause its a big blue black spot..it really hurts...my legs are like no strength at all now...i wonder how can i drive to college on monday..when i fell i couldnt stand up..wanted to call somebody and let him or her know..but suddenly i have no idea who should i call...i duno who will bother and care about me..if i call my dad he will just said can walk o not if can walk la..if not i ask ppl go help you..cant contact my mum also..duno where she went that day plus its impossible for her to reach there to help me..my sis not back from school yet..friends?duno which one actually bothers..for that second..i felt so lonely..ist like im leaving on this earth alone..everyone would not bother and they will just continue with their life..who will pay extra care to me..no one..only myself...me and myself in this world..sad sad..but i know i need to think positively..i told myself that i need to stand up on my own feet without any symphaty from others..without them i can still survive on my own no matter what happens..
i think im sick..ive been sneezing the whole time and i think ive got fever..looks like its time to sleep and take a rest..monday college reopen..looking forward on this coming semester..semester 4..syllabus are getting tougher..hopefully i can cope with it and with the prom organizing thingy..really need to divide my time properly..kay la..got to take some rest..till then...
~nineen im so sorry didnt meet up with u...will see u end of this year kay..i promise...~
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