Wednesday, August 31, 2005
what am i thinking????
sorry people din update for so long...i just duno how to express everything out..i may look like im as cheerful as others..but deep inside me no one knows..even me myself dont know whats going on with me..its just something thats bothering me..something that forced me reconsider myself..am i enjoying my life?am i doing what is right?am i putting all my effort in what ever i do?what am i thinking?what i need?and so on...what am i thinking for God's sake??i cant really stop myself from thinking about all these especially when i am alone..
from Cameron to catching up with my friends to movies to nite outings and also lectures..theres so many things turning around me..i should enjoy it..but how come i dont..i thought i enjoyed it but when i think again..no i dont...why why why why????huh..*i sound so depressing*sometimes i really wanna be left alone..i just wanna stop contacting with the world outside..i wanna stop everything and just live in my own world...hopefully by doing that i can enjoy what i do..but i know thats impossible...or maybe i can..i duno..i should give it a try...just need to find my lost soul..really have to figure out wat i want..
i guess i really have to be honest to myself that i did not enjoy what ive planned..im just forcing myself in another way to enjoy it..i think i should stop planning outings..just stop...but definately not the makan activities...that i cant stop..i think makan activities are the only activities where i can really enjoy..especially with my makan kaki's..hmm..yummy yummy...
i guess theres no need for me to blog about what have i gone through for this few weeks..i just cant blog it out...and i dont want to..recalling something that i dun actually enjoy is really suffering..so why suffer myself...just let me chill down and find my lost soul..till then..
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Friday, August 19, 2005
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.the bunch of qs-ians who joined our trip...we stay in the strawberry park tht dun even have a tiny strawberry..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me..anna..chih yun and peir feng after our steamboat dinner the first nite..this place too boring di so we decided to snap some pics while waiting for the rest to come back...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.taken in cactus valley...i dun really enjoy that place..ive got no interest in cactus..just got a lil bit interest in flowers but 2 hours is definately too long to enjoy that..me and kok seng..cool?!both cappies..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me in the BOH tea farm..so greeny..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and peir feng doing our work for site surveying...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and peir feng near our apartment while waiting for dinner..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me trying to set the bubble in to the middle circle...looks pro huh..haha
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.my room..even the curtain and the bed sheet are illustrated with strawberry..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.my apartment-mate..we never failed to be together..very strong friendship chain...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and anna must be really bored...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.future qs in the industry..watch us out ppl in the industry..haha..from left:eileen,peir feng,me,anna,chih yun,elizabeth,joyce and carol..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.the whole bunch of dedicated women QS!!we rock!
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and anna in the strawberry farm where we can see all the strawberries growing..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.chih yun,peir feng,anna,elizabeth and me in the vege farm...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.From left:Mr Lim Jee Yat and Mr Tour Guide...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and peir feng in the BOH tea farm..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me itchy hand plucking the tea leaves in the BOH tea farm...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and Peir feng in our apartment balcony trying to do a heart shape with our body plus hand..but it didnt work..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and anna trying to shape ourselves into a heart shape...picture a bit blur but no bad hah..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me look like a idiot in this picture..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and peir feng so crazy..cause we are hungry..waiting for dinner..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.peir feng..anna..chih yun and me outside our apartment..so nice rite..hehe..pic taken before we left on saturday morning..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.from left:chih yun..mei theng..me and peir feng..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me..elaine and min hui..yehoo..me same height with elaine..*thats so not true*
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me..anna and kok seng..picture taken when i just woke up..sleeping in the bus..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and kokseng...force him to lowerkan himself cause duwan him to be taller..bluek..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.dont u think this is a nice pic..from left up:anna and joyce from left down:me and eileen..so pweetyy!!
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.group pic!!too many ppl to be mentioned here..overall all QS-ian la..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and anna sitting on the so called tree trunk..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.eileen..kokseng...me and anna enjoying on the so called tree trunk..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.chin kok seng trying to push me down..luckily i didnt fell but i shouted like hell...*thats so nice of kok seng for the trial of pushing me down*
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and anna trying to balance ourselves...
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.wahahah..such a stupid photo..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.from top left:kok seng,eileen,anna and joyce
from bottom left:me,mei theng and elizabeth..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.me and eric have to sacrifice the bunch of grass in order for us to read the staff..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.we all having steamboat as dinner..
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.Kok Seng's birthday in vietnam kitchen..see how bahagia he can be..hehe..
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Originally uploaded by simplygillian.fairwell for chin huay at steamboat...all the potato family..
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10:05 PM
hello again...
its been almost a month since the last time i updated my blog...just dun have the mood to do so..lotsa things happen...
1)college started
2)new lecturers and new subjects
3)prom meetings
4)assignments
5)lectures
6)work in management office-only on saturdays and on the day i needed to be there-
7)broke my glasses-already the third week havent get the replacement of it yet-
8)friends leaving for studies
9)conflict among family and friends
10)difficulties of transportation due to no spec yet
11)friend's birthdays
12)getting fat-as ussual-
13)blur in quantities lectures
14)pist off by friends-u know who u are-
15)there should be more but not in my mind now...
im just so fed-up bout my life..my mom and sis are leaving with me now..thought it will be good cause at least ive got soemone to talk too...but it turn out to be a burden for me..mum and sis argue as ussual..seeing my sis getting over the board makes me wanna slap her sometimes but of course i din do that..the place im staying are not so convinient for my sista to attend school therefore ive gotta send her to putra kelanajaya every morning..my class starts at 8 everyday...and ive got to wake up 5.30 every monday to friday to send my sis and then i'll go to college straight..reach LCS around 6.45..cant hangout in the class caused its locked..library only opens at 8..sometimes i sleep in the car till 7.45..but most of the time i had my breakfast in Bali Cafe alone..no one actually come so early..im going to repeat this routine for a year and a half..i wonder i can stand that or not...in a way it trained me to be more dicipline too...its a good thing though..
mummy went to take care my auntie who just came out from breast cancer operation..she will not be at home for 3 to 4 weeks since last week..ive got to do all the house chores and take care of my sis..im so used to going out for dinner with my friends till sometimes i forgot that my sista starving at home waiting for my dinner..im such an unresponsible sista..but im kinda getting used to it now..so these few days i did think about my sis whenever i hang out late..i ordered the cooking gas to my house di..finally i can cook maggie..the only thing i know..haha..sad sad..the other day i tried frying eggs without the supervision from my mum and it turn out quite well cause its not hangus terbakar...there are still white and yellow..i cooked sardine and also vege..i did everything my self..woohohohoh...im so proud of myself*claps for myself*
chin huay my daughter in the potato family left us to study in melbourne university..it was a sudden decision...although we dun want her to leave but for the sake of her future she should go since she was given that great oppurtunity..all the best Chin Huay!!i know u can do it!!dun forget us ya..keep in touch tau!!really appreciatte that u call me quite often!!get more friends..
Kok Seng and Peir Feng finally turn 19!!!!happy belated birthday people!!we celebrate Kok seng's birthday in One Utama..we had lunch in Vietnam Kitchen..and guess wat!!that fella is so lucky..9 gurls celebrate for him..we bought him presents and cake too...hopefully he enjoy all the effort we did for him..for peir feng we celebrate in Sunway Pyramid..we had dinner together in Kim Gary...14 of us celebrate with her...we bought her a cake too..and we sang her a birthday song in Kim Gary..abit embarrassing though..but i know she will be happy..
one blur morning i woke up and accidentally knock the small cabinet in my room and my spectacle fell down...ive drop it a few times but nothing happen so far...unfortunately it breaks on that day..for God sake..off all days why that day..cant go college cause the crack was on the left side and its in the middle of the lens therefore the focus are incorrect..i forced my self to use that spec and drive my sis to lrt..then i came back home..called a few friends to checked whether they are free that day to drop me in sungei wang to fix my spec and make a new one..but everyone seems to be busy with their daily routine..so i called my dad if his driver is free to send me down..thank God he went to Singapore so i can use his driver..the optician said he cant do anything for the broken one and the new one can only be ready around 10 days..theres no way i can get it faster even i willing to pay more..*money can do evevrything*after 12 days they said its not ready yet..i called almost everyday after that..but they keep on making empty promises...im so not me without my spec..no one can actually understand how i felt for this 3 weeks..everything to me is so blur!!!i can see things clearly..i was forced to wear the old spec where it looks so thick from outside..ive got no choice..i know its not good for my eyes..it will somehow increase my power and everytime i wear that i will feel dizzy..but life need to go on..time wont stop just because i cant see...really dissapointed...they promise me again that i can get it tmr or latest wednesday..lets see how true is that...im leaving to Cameron for activity week this coming thursday..i definately need my spec to be ready by that day..now i really look lile an idiot nerd..
ive got to go for dinner now...will update again..till then..
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