Monday, December 19, 2005
im Lost...ive been thinking about this for a few days...i have a blog..but what am i suppose to blog about??blog about myself?there isnt much to say about myself..blog on my daily routine?i dun do much stuff plus that would be boring to the others...blog about my thoughts?as if i thought of anything..blog about my interest?wats so interesting about my interest..blog bout my feelings?i wonder whats my feelings rite now..can you see??im just so lost..lost of directions..where am i heading?how do i get there?what do i do there?when can i reach there?why do i need to be there?its all questions in my life..i tried to find the answers for the past 19 years..but i couldnt find any..each time i thought i found it..but awhile after that i doubt if thats the answer..many many things happen through this 19 years..theres happy and sad moments and not forgetting suffering moments..but who can i share it with?my dad?he wont have time for me..my mum?sometimes but not all the time..my sista?she dun seems to be interested about my stuff..my friends?it works for awhike but not always because they have their own life..my boyfriend?too bad i don have any..who else?i cant think of anyone that i can be trusted to share with me..life is just so complicated..i may get something that the others want but i may not get something that the others dont want..why cant it be more fair and square?everyone gets the same thing..everything equal..then sure it would be world peace..'THERE ISNT ANY FREE LUNCH IN THIS WORLD'..how true is that..in some situation it maybe very true..philosophycally its applicable for all types of situation..but practically there are times where u think that u might wanna give out a free lunch..at this time..friends would say 'thats so generous of you' but true friends will say' thats so stupid of you'..which is right and which is wrong??u became confused!!what we think..what we understand and what we do are totally different..it all depends on your attitude..my lecturer used to say that we must have a right attitude..but what type of attitude is accepted by everyone in this world..i wonder..i guess i will keep on wondering..till then..p.s>>Juan!!Happy 19th Birthday!!
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6:10 PM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
I DESERVED THAT....
Results out..and i kind of expect what i achieved..not really a suprise though..i dun hope for much better result since i did not put enough effort in it..i deserved what i get..lets hope i get more serious towards my studies next year..
im procrastinating again..im such a terrible person..ive been spending my hours and hours sitting infront of the idiot box and my laptop watching dramas..i know i shouldnt..most of my friends are making full use of their time by working with QS firm and on site..but me..haha..procrastinating..my brain going to berkarat soon..but i just enjoy doing that..during exam i watch drama..and now during holidays i watched it too...looks like i got addicted to it..its more dangerous than drugs..watching too much drama my power will increase..it will ruined my future..i will isolate myself cause i do not keep in touch with the world outside..gosh...im speechless towards myself..im such an idiot..
i went to jpn today in maju junction today..my mummy and sista wanna change their ic's into mykad..i reached there before 7 and there are like 2 hundreds of ppl queing there..i didnt know malaysian can be so puntual..haha..no choice i got to be there cause i need to drive my sis and my mum there...accompany them till they get their numbers..then we had our breakfast there and i slept in the car..boring till the max..canot tahan..i just realised that the government service is so terrible...
1)they dont give u all the details of the procedures of what u should do..
2)they show faces to you
3)they talk but it seems like they are not talking to you..
4)they are not customer friendly at all
5)they work in a very slow speed..
6)they kept you waiting without telling you why but just say 'nanti'
7)and lots lots more..
sigh..when are they gonna improve their service for malaysians..they really should implement something to satisft us..
went out for a movie with lai kuan..charlene..justin and lesmond..i couldnt get any movie tickets on the movie that we wanted to watched..GSC really earns alot alot..basically all the latest movies all full house..sad sad..we catched some chinese action movie instead..was quite enjoying though except for the uncomfortable seats..our seats are 3 row from the screen..ist a small size cinema..the movie seems too flat at the beginning..after awhile its ok..after movie we went for a drink in tmn desa..i duno why but we always ended at taman desa for a drink..boring le..lesmond got me souvenior from UK..haha..thanks alot..till then..
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5:19 AM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Life After Examzzz.....As ussual i didnt update my blog for quite some time..sorry ya..hehe...was really lazy..exams is over!i dun think i'll do very well this semester..i know i did not put enough effort in it..i should have..but i didnt..watching drama most of the time..sigh..really no medicine to cure me from watching dramas di...i completed my semester 4 for diploma in QS..which means next year is my final year in taylors..really gotta study harder..im not getting involve in any organizing anymore..hopefully i can have my full concentration on studies..SAQS Prom 2005 is over!!The responce was 'FANTASTIC'!!!im really glad to get all the positive comments..we present the best to everyone but internally we face alot of problems..my planning really something wrong..my leadership too...sigh..i did not change into my dress..thats quite embarion sassing actually..i feel bad about it..but i dun have the time to do so..in order to make everything goes on smooothly, looking like an idiot that nite is worth it..
1)The fashion show was a great SUCCESS!!Amber Chia was there!!all my classmates really did a great job..thanks alot..they look so cool on stage..obviously they peform better than their first cat walking class..hahahah
2)i heard food wasnt that great...but i cant do anything also...the hotels in kl are real expensive..this is the cheapest i can find so that it satisfy ppl..i didnt taste any of the food though..such a waste..paid and did not eat anything..biasa la..last year also like that..
3)The emcees was great!Vasiest and Grace really did a great job!
4)The deco not bad too..i love the whole idea of the aluminium foil..haha..cause thats my idea!!
5)Overall Fantastic!it worth all our hardwork in it..its alot more better than last year..weehee!!so happy...
6)Sponsorship came last minute..although its a big amount but we cant use it cause the money ony reach our hand on that day itself..thank God we planned our money quite well..thanks to our tresurer Bryan..He did a great job managing our money..we suppose to have a few 100 bux left..but due to some last minute changes now we don have any extra left over..sad sad..
7)since the sponsorship money came in late..alot of things was delayed too..thats why everything seems so last minute and unorganised..but we managed to present it well...
8)i had so much fun driving a CRV!!!
Those days before prom was really tiring..i didnt had time for myself..i miss so many dramas..so out date di..rite after prom..i had a good sleep and catch up all my dramas..yahoo..now im up to date..i'll spent most of my time at home this holiday..dun feel like going out..Lai kuan came over and stay recently..bring her for a midnight movie..hahah..had a conversation with Juan as well..fun fun fun!!miss her so much..
Im planning to brush up my english this holiday..wanted to take english classes in british council but their semester ony start on january..so ive got to wait..IM GETTING FAT!!!just cant control myself..sad..who cares anyway..fat o not also like that..haha..okay la..thats all for now..
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