Thursday, May 05, 2005
How do i not love you...
How can I not love you
Cannot touch, Cannot hold, Cannot be together
Cannot love, Cannot kiss, Cannot love each other
Must be strong and I must let go
Cannot say what my hearts must know
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
Cannot trip, Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how I feel,
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave and I must go on,
Must not say What I no longer long
How can I not love you
saw this from my friend punya friend punya page..i really like it cause it kinda explain what i feel recently..anyway..i was at home the whole day..woke up at 10..start studying while eyes staring at the laptop and hands landed on the keyboard..sad sad..i just cant concentrate in my studies..exam is nx week..im so dead by that time..i just ate a few butter cakes..i was too lazy to drive out to buy my lunch so i din eat anything..going to be dinner soon and i still dun feel like going out to get my dinner..but i really want to eat burgerking..sad case no one willing to accompany me...looks like im not taking dinner again..shit..the way i eat is so not healthy..wat to do..lazy to drive thats why no food..cant cook here so just starve..my mum just called and ask me to go back and stay for a week next week cause she have to stay with my auntie..i didnt want to but i cant leave my sis alone..she is afraid of dark..so like little gurl..
i just cant concentrate in my studies..i start a bit and i felt sleepy so i went to bed..IM NOT SUPPOSE TO DO THAT..Gillian Lee must be lack of motivation..where can i get some motivation..from a motivator..who can be my motivator..i have no idea at all...i used to have one motivator but the motivator dump me and motivate somebody else...so sad..my God..wat the heck im crapping now..im so sick..i betta stop before i go on crapping..catch up soon..
♥ Masked on ♥
7:48 PM
