Sunday, February 26, 2006
it has been a tough week for me...home war 3 is going on..the war was between my sista and my mum...ive got such an ugly family..i really hate it..its too ugly that i didnt want to mention it here..its just something not to ne treasured in my life...it hurts my heart deeply as a daughter and a sista..my tears just keep on flowing..never ending..
ive got Construction Economics test on monday which is tmr and here i am..blogging..Uncle Hiew just came and gave me the plans/drawings for my quantities 3 project..i need a complete drawings from top to toe for a simple construction..but yet i did not get a complete one..i was checking the plans just now and found that here and there are missing..ive got a few projects with me and none of it are complete..damn..why cant i get a complete one..izzit really tht difficult..called Uncle Hiew again..he said he doesnt have..he said that the architects today do not produce complete drawings..they just draft out and if the clients approved then they just send the draft to the contractor...gosh..i called daddy to ask for another project...i asked for a semi-D house..he said my architect uncle would have that..sigh..need to call him pulak..everytime ive got assignment i have to look for him..though he is my mom's brother but somehow i dun feel nice asking him that many of times...what to do..i still have to tebalkan my skin to ask him..so i called him and ask..he said he can give me but not the structural drawings..i will have to ask the engineers for the structural drawings..sigh..plus i wont get a bq for the semi-d project..cause my dad's project dont need bq..its a lumpsum project therefore no bq's required..sad sad..no bq will just make our life harder..but then what can i do..now only i realised that it is so not easy to get a complete plan for a particular project..u really need a lot of contacts..communication plays a big role here..
my smart ketua kumpulan 's dad is a QS and he can definately get a complete plans..but he doesnt wanna ask his daddy...thats why we beed to go through all this trouble..so smart of him..im just speechless..test tmr and loads of homeworks..i havent start a thing..darn..i just cant stop wathcing drama..i got to admit that im addicted to it..i need to cure it..but i just cant stand the temptations of it..help!help!help!
i used to have a close friend but things change alot recently...this friend of mine is no longer close to me..thanks to the trust between us..i just hate friends who do not appreciatte the trust that has been built throughout our friendship...i know ive been evil recently but i just dont know what to talk to a friend that i have lost trust in..my mind just shut in front of this friend..well of course when he/she asked me something i'll answered but things whould not be the same as those days before..sometimes i really wonder how can a person makes the whole community dislike him/her..i guess the ony answer will be attitude problem..sometimes it may look very friendly to do so but actually its just so fake!do the right things at the right time..express the right expression at the right time..talk the right things at the right time..laugh out loud at the right time..feel it at the right time..all these does matter..it may be a tiny little action but it may caused something big to happen when it happens to often..enough of this..i need to get back to studies..till then...
p/s- praying for miracle to happen...
♥ Masked on ♥
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